And I’m also so mad because my best friend’s boyfriend is in the marines and he chose to go to japan for two years without even talking to her about it and he leaves in two weeks and I’m so mad about it because I don’t want her to be sad like me. Like one of us should be happy and it should definitely be her.
I really do not want to go to prom. I really really don’t. Like I have a beautiful dress but I’m not looking forward to it and I’m going to be so sad during. I’m really hoping to see him on prom night but I just don’t. Like fuck this. I saw him today and he said that he misses me and he’s so great and cute in person but when I text him, he’s like the complete opposite and it seems so awkward. It makes me SO MAD. I’m just so done.